I have known for a long time that I was a commitment-phobe and that everyone who knows me even a little knows I am incapable of taking any relationship seriously,. Even though I knew this, I never knew the amount of shock and concern for my sanity that would occur when I finally decided that I would
jump off a cliff make a
commitment to date someone exclusively for more than 5 minutes.
A is one of the best guys I know and is completely willing to put up with the fact that I can be
completely emotionless difficult. So,
after a few weeks of spending more time with him than I would typically allow,
I decided it was time to be on girlfriend status before I push him to the limit
and he gets sick of my shit.
Since, apparently, nothing is real life until it is facebook official I agreed to this:
Within hours these started rolling in:
I will not share them all because I don’t think it’s appropriate for anyone to know how heartless others really think I am.
So what? I'm a firm believer in doing
whoever whatever the hell you want while you are in your 20s. A is pretty great though, so much to my surprise, it doesn't feel like a sacrifice.